A Tribute to my BELOVED youngest brother

Bismillah...


Biase org buat tribute kalu org tu dh x de kan??? Xpe2, utk pengetahuan, adik aku ade lagi...cumenye, sgt 'touch' dgn ape yg die wat..so, nak kene tulis skrg...nnt 'feeling' hilang plak kalu postpone..


Aku ade 2 org adik laki..tapi skrg nk ckap pasl adik aku yg last...hehe...


Mula2 bley terharu ngan die nih sbb ade one day tu, ade org fitnah aku mcm2 dan aku diserang oleh seseorg yg lain sbb fitnah tu...dah la diserang kt skola lame dlu...TT_TT
On the phone je..I didn't even back up myself, not because I couldn't...but I chose not to...cause at the moment, Alhamdulillah sgt2..Allah put this feeling in my heart...

"Don't worry...Allah knows everything.."

So, aku diam...tapi ofkos lar air mate meleleh cm ape...MESTI lar nangis...kene sumpah-seranah kowt...ingat aku ni hati batu ke..ngeeee~~~


Okeyh..melalut dah..sbnrnye, point nk ckap kt cni...adik aku tau r bnd nih jadi...Yg wat aku terharu sesgt...He backed me up..He said to my mom,

"Ala...(org yg fitnah aku) tu asyik nk buruk2kan org je.."

AllahuAllah..Allahuakbar...Salah satu hikmah selpas ujian...Aku tau adik aku sayang aku..hahahaha...


Pas tau pasal ni, aku terharu tak hbes2..rase cm nk bagi sume yg adik aku tu nak..tapi sebgai wanita Ego+Poyo, aku diam wat x tau..hahaha..perangai ni dilarang tiru...*amarankeras* aku tgah nk ubah..


But, few days ago..I got to know something about my brother...yg membuatkan aku semakin saaaaayang kat die...AllahuAllah...tak tergambar sayang cmne..selame ni mmg sayang, tapi adik-beradik..sayang2 pown, menyampah lagi banyak..sbb aku ngan die ni mmg x sebulu..Faktor2nye adalah sbb ktorg banyak persamaan..kepala angin+manje terlebey...hahaha..


Not only my love for him bertambah, he also gained my respect....WOW!!! 

*bunga api letup2*

Bukan senang aku nk respect seseorg tu..lagi2 adik aku...oh, NO!!! Tak mungkin, but he just did...=)))


Citer die cmni...Aku berborak2 ngan ckgu skola rndah aku, merangkap ckgu skola rndah sume adik-beradik aku, merangkap BEST FRIEND mak aku...hehehe...


Die bgtau what happened to my brother mase abah aku mule2 kawen baru tu...TT_TT..even while writing this, I'm crying...I can only imagine betape trauma+stressnye adik aku mase tu..kengkawan die sume ejek2 sbb abah aku kawen lain...abah aku plak tak lekat umah...cikgu aku cter, sejak tu, die diam je kat skola...mase tu aku cuti pas SPM..so, aku ade je kat umah...tapi, aku ingat...NOT EVEN ONCE, he said anything...NOT EVEN ONCE, die balik umah menangis/mengamuk ke ape...TAK PERNAH LANGSUNG...

* * * * * * *Break kejap, nak nangis puas2 dulu* * * * * * *

Mase tu, adik aku baru umo 11 tahun..ape la sgt yg die tau...AllahuAllah...betape KUATnye adik aku..I still remember, it was easy for me...sbb aku menyampah dok umah, aku bungkus2 baju balek umah nenek kt kedah..adik aku, he had to stay..die pi skola...tak ponteng pown walaupown bley je die tantrum dan ckap kt mak aku tak nak pi skola..he can tell my mom what happen...but, HE DIDN'T..sbb die SAYANG mak aku...die tau mak aku dah ckup sedey...NAMPAK TAK MATANGNYE ADIK AKU COMPARE TO AKU???


No wonder, mak aku sgt manjakan dia sejak abah kawen laen...Sampai aku menyampah...I wonder why...So, this is the reason...Aku pown rase cm nk manjekan die pasni...hehe..

TT_TT

Byak lagi nak ckap, tapi x mampu dah..these tears won't stop...


For Abiq,

"Abiq, kak din mntak maaf bebyak sbb 4 tahun baru kak din perasan...Selfishnye kak din selame nih, sorry sesgt, abiq...Banyak bende ko nak, ko x dpt sbb abah byak tanggungjawab...I promise you, lpas kak din pass resit ni, I'll CHANGE and WORK HARD as both students and herbalife independent distributor...So that I can give you anything you need...stay STRONG...I LOVE YOU..."

To Allah,

"O' Allah, guide my brother to You...Love him, Allah...Help him..Protect him in Imaan and Islam...Guide him all the way, Allah..Allows him to be Your army..Semoga kami dapat sama2 menjadi penegak agama Islam...Aminnn"

I'm A PROUD sister, cause I have STRONG brother...<3<3<3